First a bit about Taizé. Taizé (pronunciation: Teh-zay), is a christian monasteric community in South-Middle France (Burgundy to be specific). It was founded in 1940 by frère Roger and its goal was trust and love and community. He wanted to reach out to the youth and inspire them to experience their faith through song and silent reflection instead of long sermons. Now, more than sixty years later, thousands of young people come to Taizé every year, all through the year. The Easter week is one of the busier periods with about 5500 young people present there to be a part of the Easter celebration.
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I got a call, tuesday evening while I was in the middle of my bagpipe lesson. It was my friend Eva and she asked me if I had plans for the weekend. I couldn't talk to her at that moment as I was in the middle of the lesson so I told her I'd call back afterwards. I knew she was going to be in France for the weekend so I had my suspicion about the call but had to focus on the lesson and soon forgot the call.
Once I was finished and had left for the busstop, I remembered the call and rang back. I had been right in my suspicion as my friend asked me to come to Taizé with her as her friend with whom she was supposed to go wasn't allowed by her doctor. My only question was 'how much does it cost?' and once she told me (150 for everything) and added that her friend had already paid and I could pay it back over time in terms, I said yes, even though I'm not christian.
We would leave the next day so I had to call the temp agency I couldn't work that day, I had to call my parents that I wouldn't spend easter weekend with them, had to go over to my aunt and uncle to borrow a bible and had to pack and stuff. It was a hectic Wednesday, but we made it to the busstop in time.
A short while before that, another friend of Eva had called that she would like to come as well. And although it was very last minute, she managed to arrange it and we met her at the busstop. We were at the place of departure (we were going with a big group (47) in a touringcar) around 20:00. There was a saying goodbye service at 20:30 and we finally left for Taizé at 21:30 on Wednesday night.
We arrived next morning about 10:00 and after an introductory meeting, we went to set up the tents.
The church. At the right end of the building, outside the photograph, is very high bit, that looks like a tower but is actually above the altar.
The gate underneath the belltower, don't stand there when the bells actually ring, you'll go deaf
The belltower that is the middle of Taizé
When we we're done, it was about noon and almost time for the afternoon service in the church. It didn't last very long and began with singing some of the typical Taizé songs (which are short and are repeated, mantra like, to encourage meditation and reflection on the text of the song). After singing a few songs, there was a short reading, only a paragraph or two, which was repeated in a few different languages. This was followed by more singing and about ten minutes of silence to reflect on what had been sung and read.
After this, the brothers left but the singing went on. Taizé does not have a professional choir. Instead, people who want to sing in the choir while they are there attend choir practice every day and, during services, sit in the choir spot. After the brothers leave the service, the singing always continues for a long time, until there all choir members have left. The only exception to this is the midday service as lunch time follows right after.
On the picture you can see the line for food. For lunch and dinner, you get tickets you have to hand in to make sure you only go to get food once (as supplies are limited). Breakfast and tea you can have twice though. Example of a meal: rice with some vegetables through it, two pieces of bread, some butter or cheese, an orange, a cookie, and a bowl to get water with. The amount wasn't always quite enough, but for that, there is Oyak.
). It's a shop that sells stuff really cheap as they do not aim to make a profit. Taizé brothers are not rich, they work for things and do a lot for charity, if they get an inheritance, that goes to the poor as well. The only thing that isn't sold at cost price are the typical Taizé things, music books, cds, cards, and pottery they make there. The money they get from that, is used on Taizé itself, to ensure that also the less fortunate are able to come to Taizé.
After dinner, my friends and I attended choir practice, which was really nice and fun to do. When that was done, it was time for the discussion group. It began with an introduction by a brother, focussing on a bible text after which we all got into smaller groups and talked about the questions that were given with the text. These were not really super-religious questions, more social really. Questions or things to think about like "life is not a waiting room", "should we ever get used to injustice" and "without solidarity, life has no meaning". There were some questions that would focus more on the bible text supplied, but in the discussions, there was room for more than just Jesus this and God that.
After discussion group, we walked around a bit, explored the grounds, the Atelier (aka souvenir shop), Oyak etc... Dinner was at 19:00 and was mostly the same as lunch. In the evening, I was exhausted as I hadn't slept during the bustrip so I skipped the 20:30 service and went to sleep.
The next day began with a service at 08:15, followed by a discussion group and lunch. We were planning to attend choir practice again as we had enjoyed it so much the previous day but the weather was so perfect (sunshine, about 20 degrees (celsius)) we decided to find the silence garden and spend some time there. This was a great choice as it was absolutely beautiful there.
The Source of St. Etienne, running into the lake
The waterfall on the other side
We left there around 15:00 to make it back on time for the discussion group at 15:30. After that, my two friends returned to the silence garden while I went to sit in the church to be out of the sun a bit (I don't like heat very much) and write a bit. The rest of the day was similar to the previous day with dinner and church in the evening.
Saturday was a special day, not just because it was weekend but also because of the nearing of Easter and the fact that in that evening's service, a new brother would say his vows and commit to being a brother (including celibacy).
After the morning service, discussion group (last one of the week) and lunch, I went for a walk with one of my friends. We walked down the hill through the town of Taizé and beyond it for a little bit.
The road we took to go down. It leads all the way up to Taizé community. Can you believe we drove on this road with a huge touringcar?
Once we reached the bottom of the hill the village and community are on, we met a pony
When we returned, we were just in time for tea (which is really, really sweet as they just use iced tea powder stuff and add warm water to that). In the evening, the three of us sat down somewhere and we just talked about a million things. For me, I finally managed to start explaining what I believe. In my head, I know exactly what it is that I believe, but I've never been able to really say it and I made a start that evening when Eva inquired about it. We were talking so much, we completely forgot about church so when the bells rang and we hurried to the church, it was full. One of the big tents had been set up as an additional church with a video connection to the church. We only stayed there for a short time, however, as the lights were terrible and we soon couldn't read the songs anymore and the video connection was bad.
We went outside and sat down were we sanf songs ourselves until a volunteer worker (young people who choose to stay in Taizé for a longer period of time and help with the work) came to us asking us to be silent as they were silent in the church as well. So, instead of singing, we decided to go and read the bible. Neither of us are christian or really raised that way so we weren't overly familiar with stuff. We started to read the passion and resurrection by Matthew and, as we all had a different bible, read in turns to compare our versions.
The next day, it was Easter Sunday and our last full day in Taizé as we would leave at 08:00 next morning. The day started with breakfast first this time (normally it's service first, then breakfast) after which the service started at 10:00. It was beautiful. Besides the normal singing, and reading and silence, this was also the service in which the new Easter candle was lit and brought forth.
Every person in the church (all the people there plus people from the village and around, all in all, about 6000 people) had gotten a small candle and now the front ones were lit from the big Easter candle and then used to lit other candles so the light spread through the church like a wave. The service continued with more singing and we didn't come out until about noon.
A photo taken in the church, when the Easter service was almost over. You can see there's not many people left. By this time, we moved to the front of the church so we had a good view of the altar.
We spend the afternoon in the small garden which I liked better than the silent garden as people in here were actually quieter than in the silent garden. Besides that, this garden was on top of the hill so had a marvelous view.
We hadn't been there very long when one of the volunteer workers came to us and asked if we had some time to help him clean the church. We had plenty of time so we came with him and spend the next half hour vacuuming the centre area of the church using huge, really huge, vacuum cleaners. So huge you needed one person to push the vacuum cleaner and one to actually vacuum. Afterwards it was time to go and take down the tents. Due to us leaving so early next morning, we would take down the tents now and spend the last night in one of the barracks.
Once finished with taking down the tent, we returned to the small garden. I spent that time, inspired by last night, to read the pasion and resurrection as told by Mark and Luke. We remained there until dinner time.
After the service that evening, the three of us stayed in church for a long time. Mellien, our third friend, eventually left around 23:20 but Eva and I stayed until close to midnight. By then, more than three hours after the service had started (20:30), there were still choir people left and the singing was still going on. We eventually decided to leave the church (we'd been thinking of staying all night) as we had trouble keeping our eyes open.
When we reached the big tent were we had temporarily stored our stuff, we didn't feel like taking everything and go looking for the barrack we were supposed to sleep in so we stayed in the tent. Two of the guys in our group had had the same idea so that night, we broke one of the rules (no mixed sleeping) by sharing the tent with them.
The next morning, Eva and I walked to beyond the camping fields to get a last look at the view before leaving. When we did finally leave, it took the rest of the day before we were home, courtesy of bad Belgian roads and stopping for dinner at a Chinese restaurant. We were back in Emmen at about 00:30 where Eva's mom picked us up and drove us home. I was back at my place around 02:00.
In the end, I had a great time there and want to go there again some day. Maybe not next year (the group we went with organise this every year in Easter week) but in the next few years anyway.
I'd like to end this by quoting two of the Taizésongs me and my friends had stuck in our head for almost the entire week and one we learned in choir practice which is my favourite (due to melody mostly).
Nada te turbe, nada te espante;
quien a Dios tiene, nada le falta;
nada te turbe, nada te espante;
sólo Dios, basta.
Exaudi orationem meam;
et clamor meus ad te veniat.
Tu Deus in aeternum permanes,
in aeternum permanes
